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2007-07-20T03:34:00.000-07:00

I SWITCHED FROM BLOGGER T LJ.

http://furballs7.livejournal.com/

Seeyouuuuuuuu.

2007-07-04T07:33:00.001-07:00

This post's specially for the blind, named TSE SEE.

Mm. School's really been a bore. The O's chinese oral was a total screw up. In school, it's my friends who'v kept me going. Hehhhhhhhhh
During double Amath today, Grace and I found joy in playing with each other some hand games, so we cont'd thoughout. So interesting!
Goodbye for now.
I'm superrrr not into blogging nowadays. Ohhhhwwee

2007-06-29T05:56:00.000-07:00

1 week's of school since the holidays ended.
Just 1 week and so much has happened, like the pussy case.
As the name suggests, she's sucha bitch, literally, it's just unbelievable. Wow!
Burn in hell please.
Okay enough about that kitty.
I'm really not into any study mood, so lessons nowadays are getting dreadful.
Still, they aren't that bad with all your loveable friends around! Bz and I still table partners, still the same old us, either talk or sleep. But soon we'll start paying attention in class, just you wait!
Lol.
School hours was friggin extended, thanks t the two 35mins recesses each.
Plus SSS twice a week I guess. Finally, finally I qualified for SSS, damn.
But SSS today was crap cus we were late for an hour; and the rest'a the time there was just a waste of time, no productive work done. Ha
Every friday's mock exams day, which means we'v t stay till after school t take the damned exams. Ughhhhhhhhhhh.
Common tests would be really common very soon, and that's a really bad omen cus I've t study much much harder.
O levels this year, study now!!!
But then again, maybe later..
I need motivation anyhow! Where's it?

2007-06-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

MY MOM AND I WENT SHOPPING.
WE SPENT A THOUSAND OR SO ON SHOPPING FOR SOME RUBBISH.
MY HEART FEELS SO PAIN NOW,
OUCH.

HAHAHA
I FEEL GREAT!
:D

2007-06-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

We'll just have t wait and see, the smoke, and who'll be standing when it clears.

2007-06-18T03:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STALKER! :D

I guess I seriously don't know what I want..
I just want everything at the same time, damn it.
Things would be much easier if you still had your eyes set on me.

Gf, call me soooon!

2007-06-15T07:16:00.000-07:00

Say '' Hello ladies! '' Haaaaaa.

Karen Elson! Top model in the world they say. Pure elegance.

Gemma, hot bod.

Gisele Bundchen! Aww, how adorable ;)

Cammie to the Diaz, smoking's a turn off but we'll forgive her since she's still a hottie,

hahaha

Now, you don't usually getta see sexy Australian models do you?

And this sexy bod belongs t none other than Keeley Hazell!

Mm, it's getting kinda warm in here..
Okay whatever I'm just too free, and bored, and what not.
My fucking knee hurts so bad again cus I just twisted it during warmup. How cool dude.
Can't wait for surgery t fix this screwed knee, gawdddd.

Town-ing tomorrow, the rest of next week'll be more packed.
My mom asked me t cut down on outings but it just seems t get more and more packed each week. Oh welllll, what's life without friends and shopping? Ha.
Big bucks come rollin'..

Stay with me me tonight,

2007-06-14T03:20:00.000-07:00

Class bbq yesterday was kinda fun.

From cycling t pool t bbq t soccer.

The unfortunate thing was, everyone left so early yesterday!

Okay, pictures at Zhiying's blog, & there's like a million photos! Hahaha.

They just love reading this shirt..

yeah baby!
Hahaha

Life's so boring when you're sec4 this year, damn it.

Random stuff cus I'm feeling really random now.
Maybe for the next post I'll put up pictures! If I'm not lazy that is.

I know what I want but I don't really know know it?

What?!?!

Just when I thought I was so over it, nawwwww, I wasn't. Maybe I was. No?

Whatever, it's cool this way, anyhow..

2007-06-11T05:06:00.000-07:00

My life's been a bore these few days, sorry for mia-ing. Lol
The only thing exciting enough was the shopping, just 2 reeeetards walking up and down the streets of orchard, handing out cash t those shops out there.
I like changing rooms alottttttt.
Here's why,
the shirts would fly up, over and land across my changing room t hers, cus we exchange shirts while trying.
Awesomeeeeee.
Then we'd pay and leave.
I really don't like salespersons coming up and tryin'a help you kinda thing?
It's like while you're deciding, she stands next t you and look at you with these big '' BUY THIS '' eyes and you go like all soft and '' Okay, I'll take this '' kinda thing.
Damn, please leave me alone while I'm deciding. Tsk
Anyway, I'm so happy I finally got my btb low!
But the dumbest thing was, the difference between white and black was 33bucks, which meant white costed more.
Whatever, I got the white hottie.

In Levi's,

Adel loves this picture cus there's 2 of her!
Seeeee I posted it for you, hahaha :D

Grace's back! And it's a really goood thing! Hehehahahoho, whatever.

'' And if you'd fall back into my life, I'd spend every night wakin' up t the beat I hear inside, tellin' me t be your only one, I wna be your only one. ''

2007-05-29T17:15:00.000-07:00

Amazing, how things could just change overnight.

Stubborn, fierce, easily aggravated. These were the traits she portrayed. She just didn't want t look vulnerable in fronta anyone.
Even when she lay there, she told everyone she had felt much better. In fact, the pain was killing her on the inside.
Just a few moments later, who knew her condition would deteriorate so quickly. No one expected it would come so soon. All too soon.
When she was wheeled down, I could tell she was very much reluctant, afraid. Afraid she'd never see us again.
And true, she didn't.
Heartbeat stopped for a few seconds but she was revived.
Later, everyone was called in.
Everyone could only stand by her, watch her battle her pain as we started t lose her gradually. She had a heavy price t pay for every single breath she took.
She knew everyone was there, but she just couldn't open her eyes t take her every last look at all of us.
Before she was taken away, she teared, almost as if t say, '' I can't bear t part with ya'll ''
Then, the heart rate read '' 0-------------------- ''
Heartwrenching t look at her, motionless.
She still looked pretty on her deathbed.

Devastating,
but when it's time, you've just gotta let go.
I really regret not doing what I ought t do for her, not being able t be patient and listen t her every word.
She had always been there for me, and would always gladly help me in times of need.
Who can I turn t now that you're gone?
People just won't treasure their everything unless we really lose em'.
How true, so very true.
Now all I can do is reminisce about the moments we had spent together.

Although you won't be able t see this, but still,
You've come this far with us,
for now,
please take care of yourself on your next journey ahead.
Nevertheless, thank you for all that you've done for all of us.
You still live, here <3
Love, always.

& I miss her already..

2007-05-28T21:18:00.001-07:00

Someone strong on the outside, yet feeble on the inside.
Before this she could yell, laugh, smile.
The very next moment you see her breathless, and yet you could only stand there, watch as she suffers with every passing second..
Then, an oxygen mask being put over her face,
she panics,
breathes faster,
blood pressure drops drastically..
Then she's taken away..

She'll pull through this ordeal.
You've gotta, please.

2007-05-22T05:01:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Shan!

Lunch with the girls at pizza hut, then we went t buy her a puma jacket. The others gave her an adidas bag

Hope she likes it though!

She was touched when I told her that we love her.

Hahaha aww, think she melted :D

Then she suggested neoprints,

and while waiting..

Apparently Andrea hates me NOT lookin at the cam , so she did this for me.

Hahaha whatever!

I look as if I'm gna kiss her, tskkkk

WOW.The room was really really really crowded and squeezy, lol

Whose photography skills?! Ha

There's more still but, lazy!

Okay too lazy t go on anyway.

Sincerity can move the hardest of hearts.

I think that's so not true.

Period.

2007-05-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

Our day at town was kinda cool.

Spiderman was quite a good catch, everyone should watch!

But, don't cry too loudly please ;)

Hahaha

At pepper lunch,

Jo, kill andrea for taking this!

Obviously, I added those texts t the pics t make it sound and look more interesting.

Fabulouso :D

To sum things up, here's another one,

OHHHHHWEE.

Caught another movie today, Blades of Glory.

Rather ridiculuos show I'd say, yet kinda entertaining.

Good for laughing your ass off.

Goodbye for now peepsqueaks, ha.

2007-05-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

Some of the results're out alreadyyyyyy.
And as predicted, both maths are screwed, both A and E. Just barely scraped through.
As for the rest I'll blog it another time.
This is how you comfort yourself. It's just the midyears, O's 'll be easier! Hahahaha

Guess who? It obviously is Mr Hottie Beckham! Ha
If only every guy out there was half as hawt as him.
I'm not sayin the other guys ain't hot but..
You get the idea ;)
Oh hot hot hoooooooootttttttttttttttt

This's the only pretty picture of Svetlana.

Apologise for the really blur picture though, lol.

I featured her not because of her hotness or anything, but her money $$$$$$$$

Cross my heart, I swear she's goddamn rich.

For her 21st birthday she held 2 parties, one at Miami and Las Vegas. Plus she got herself a necklace and watch worth the price of a merces plusss 2 Lamborghinis!

Oh gawd this world's really really really unfair!

Hello, Svetlana I posted this for you can I have just a hundred grand! :D

I'm done, peace!

2007-05-13T23:22:00.000-07:00

Exams not exactly over yet, half a geog paper left but oh well, I havnt studied since thursday and I doubt today will be of any exception. Hahaha hell I'm suppost be hardworking! Alright don't bother it's time t partayeeeeeeee!
But I wna thank Julian for his company during the late night studies otherwise I could'v died not studying enough. And lordJR for his brilliance in explaining. And Andrea Gf! for almost everything I called you for. haaaaaaaaaaaaa
Can I whine that I screw both my A and E maths? I can't do math for heaven's sake. Anything but maths pleaseeee they make me feel so fucking dumb. Sheeeesh. Hopefully I'll pass them both anyhow. And! I don't wna just scrape through either. Lol is that too much t ask for =/

Teeeeveee is very much of a big love now! I swear I've been watching soccer like ----- plus a lil' bit of nba and x games and my mtvvvvvvv and the chinese and english shows. Coooool.

Sigh, my aunt just requested that I follow her t England. Why does everyone wna drag me t Europe, USA, Japan with them knowing that I obviously won't go even if they offered me a few hundred bucks. I might consider if it was a grand though, lol. Wait till there's a faster way of transport, I'll go. So inventors, please kinda invent some space shuttle t take me from Singapore t USA in 8hrs time. Okay but USA is a must go, just not now. I hear people saying people are dying t go those places and what not but aiyaaaa you won't understand how much I dread taking uber long flights. So whoever who reads this, don't call me dumb for this, again! hah.

Anyway, on to blogging some pictures..

The Miami Ink crew! The way they do their tatts for people, it's pure professionalism and it doesn't look the least painful. Now that's amazing.

This of course's Mr Wilmer, host of Yo Momma! OOOOOOHWEE! Pronounce that correctly and you'll get a prize. Teehehe! Lol

The Classy Cameron Diaz :D

Straits Kitchen in Hyatt. Supposedly a buffet but i only ate like (this) much.

Now that's bling bling baby.

hahahaha

Worth a hundred grand. I'll get them in another.. 10 years time.

For you :D

This, is Hawtness, with a capital H.

Lamborghini Murcielago, 1 million.

It's soooooo gonna be mine in the near future..

hehehehehehe

Sleek, isn't as hot as the lamgorghini but believe it or not, this roadster costs 3million.

Nah, save money.

Aww after seeing those I feel so poor all of a sudden. Can i get rich soon?! :):):):):)

Speaking of future, I'm so afraid t get old yet can't wait for money t come rollin' in

But! The biggest obstacle is, slackness. Amen t that.

Wow! An incredibly long, juicy post.

Bye

2007-05-12T01:55:00.000-07:00

I'v still got 3 papers left and im stuck with the holiday mood already.
yo momma's back on mtv how fucking cool :D
is paris hilton really gna be put behind bars? she'll seriously die in there!
update after the exams, off t hyatt soon,
laters.

I'd rather use brains than brawl.
What a sore. Period.

2007-04-30T10:24:00.000-07:00

i'll update after the exams or so.
once i get on the comp, it never stops.
2am, im dead tired.
i really should study hard for noww ughh motivate me please.
laters.

why won't you let me know.
and it starts all over again..

2007-04-13T04:59:00.000-07:00

Wins, losses, the tears and fears.
They were all part and parcel of what our team went through together.

At the start, most would loathe training, having t train with people of different cliques was an utter nightmare for some. We came from different backgrounds, but worked towards the common goal.

Time passed, we gotta know each other better.
A simple bond built.
Who would'v guessed in a few months time, a strong bond had already been established.
Laughters, smiles on each other faces was what I looked forward t seeing most on each training.

Before we would start on our what seemed long warm up rounds, we'd whine and shan would be the first t bargain and start complimenting js, just for that moment. remember? ha. Steph was the one who msged us everytime t inform about almost everything, responsible!
Anyway, it wasn't just any senior-junior thing anymore, with no age barriers, we looked and felt more like a team.

But of course, there'd be some incidents that went downhill for us. The matches we played among ourselves would occasionally stir up emotions, eventually leading t small conflicts amongst each other. Still, we learnt t bare with each other's short temperedness and all's good again.

Zonals champ was just a bonus. Nationals, I'm sure all of us could see the increased amount of effort put in as compared t those zonal matches. And yes, we did improve as a whole. For those who played, t see them fight on court, fight like they never did before, was rather heartwarming, yet heartwrenching t see them fall, and struggle t get back on their feets just t get possesion back. Those who didn't, didn't just simple sit back and watch. They cheered on, pumped support into players and helped t make sure they always had water and towels after timeouts. Now, isn't that a contribution too?

With every loss came a new determination t win. Only after the lost games would we be spurred on t fighting hard for the next. Everyone's fighting spirit, how they'd dive t grab the ball, knock into things after being pushed, commendable. Bruises seen after each games, they were evidences.

Noone ever thought we'd make it this far, that we'd be eliminated very soon. Even some of us thought so too. Although we lost it in the end, we only did so by small margins. So close t reaching our target, so close t proving others wrong, too close t winning. Count ourselves unlucky, we just had'a extend our dunearn lead by one miserable pt. That point could actually make sucha big difference.

Honestly speaking, even though we didn't make it t the top4, it was alright for me. The team really did put in effort t try, at least we tried t win. The thought of having the team as a whole, that was really all I needed.

My teammates. Ya'll were there for me when I was down, reproaching myself for the mistakes I made. Ya'll lent me a listening ear, give useful comments made me feel better. I remember always whining t shan, jo, adel after the games, they'd listen, sometimes tell me areas for improvement. Denise and Yantze, encouraging me whenever I played. Ya'll cared when I was weak and out, when injures screwed me up. Asked if I was fine, helped me carry stuffs. Like my muscular Grace! ha! and Adeline would nag at me. Clara did it in a crazy way, Vanessa did it in another. Botin? nawww, least caring =D hahahaha. Whatever it was, you people cared, ya'll made me feel that I belonged in this team, made me realise how much I should treasure all of this. Being able t play on the same team, it was all cool.
Thanks for the bittersweet memories worth reminicing, the shit and all we went though together, was all worthwhile.

One'a the best teams I've ever had since I balled.
My life would'a sucked without ya'll.

2007-04-12T04:24:00.000-07:00

B'div has officially come t an end, top 8. Just 1 point shy of making it t top 4.

I believe we didn't make it cus' we didn't want it as bad as the others, neither did we train as hard. Ha it's over anyway.

Grace and I talked about some issues in class today. It's like both of us feel the same, that winning or losing didn't really matter because what really mattered was our team spirit, it has been brought t a higher level.

I feel like some useless thing having t sit on the bench, watching teammates struggle so much on court, yet unable t move a muscle t help them and what not. Not exactly all my muscles, just the right knee. Yes, and my ligament's completely torn, wonderful.

Whatever, thanks knee.

At the very least, we still have each other's backs.

Well, t be honest, maybe some.

Despite all that we'v been through, the countless setbacks, the squibbles and conflicts, unknowingly, they all brought us closer together.
Thanks, I really gotta thank ya'll for the memories.

What i witnessed today was a 4 year friendship on the verge of fallin' out.

Oh come on.

2007-04-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

I'll be admitted t hospital for 8hrs tomorrow, great.
Here t wish the team luck, cus' I won't be there t support ya'll for the match against nanyang.
It sucks, but I've got no choice.
Hopefully we'll get the win, secure our trip t taiwan, yes team? :D
Play well tomorrow all!
Ugh, 'm still irritated by the fact that I just had'a bail out when it's already my last season.
Damn I miss playing with the team.

2007-04-05T06:54:00.000-07:00

some bites,

our pics all taken durin geog lessons, goes t show its damnnnnnn boring.
andrea didnt come today :(
get well soon girl!

this's our class's quadrapop craze! be it during lessons, recess, after school, you'll see us playing it. hahaha taken from zhiying's blog :)

someone i can turn t, ha.

i feel so loved, hahaha.

which is a really cool thing.

aww my friends are my strength.

cheesyyyyyy.

still, thanks all!

3 matches next week.

jurong, nanyang, dunearn.

we'll be able t make it through top8 if we do perform.

we wna make it t the top 4, but so does everyone.

the strong survives. goodluck all.

i wna ball like nowwwwwwwwww

god, heal me. pretty please?

2007-04-02T21:32:00.000-07:00

16!
thank everyone who wished me.
and everyone who cared.
loves :D

season's over for me.
just when things were goin back on track after unity's game.
guess i'll be on crutches?
worse thing's i cant ball for 2 -3 months
zz didnt expect things t be that serious..
still, i hope the team fights on.
wed against nan chiau.
'll be on the sidelines rootin for ya'll,
play well team.
out.

2007-04-01T06:59:00.000-07:00

slackers!

my one and only know. hahaha :)

upload the others some other time!

i wna thank everyone who came, ya'll made it all worth while.

my birthday's comin and i cant waitttttttt.

3rd april 3rd april 3rd april's cominnnnnn'

finally, i'll be able t join steph in watchin nc16 movies, officially.

till then,

bye.

because you made someone/many unhappy,

i wna whoooop your ass real bad.

2007-03-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

lost today's game.
and i dont wna talk about it again.
mixed emotions, so much so that i feel nothing. numb? more of disappointed, frustrated and brain full of question marks.
i feel that there's no trust, no nothing, not abit. even some of the players feel the same way as i do.
i guess training your ass off doesnt really help. whatever. im short, plus useless?
no idea. lack of confidence? im tryin t change. well maybe it just isnt enough for people t see it clearly.
the world just doesnt appreciate anything, everything.
and refs, you guys just suck, so very bad.
i really pray that you still have your eyeballs with you.
i hate all of this, i really do.
it's not like i didnt try, i did. and everythin' i do is just wrong?
i seriously feel like givin up at this point.
everything's just a masquerade.

2007-03-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

shopping spree on sat, got another jeans, shorts plus jacket.
adel, steph jo got their stuffs too.
but I'm not done yetttt. and so 's steph.
ha we'll seeeeee if i ever getta complete my shopping list. kinda impossible.
money please rain down from the skies
by the way, nationals starting on tues. and that's real quick.

I never knew, I never knew that everything was falling through
that everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
to turn and run when all I needed was the truth
but that's how it's got to be
it's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
the smoke and who's still standing when it clears
let's rearrange,
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
say that we agree and then never change
soften a bit until we all just get along
but that's disregard
and suddenly, I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

with eight seconds left in overtime,
she's on your mind,
she's on your mind.
i.. give up.

2007-03-20T07:05:00.000-07:00

i screwed my ankle again. fuck!
damn this's one busy week. update soon.

2007-03-15T09:08:00.000-07:00

seeing what's been happenin t people around me these days,
this's one sick and twisted world, and only your true friends 'll make it through.
i've thought it through and i'v already decided for myself who t trust, who t keep by me, who t play along with and whatever. of cus, im not gna name names.
it's really amazing t see politics being played even at our ages. how i wished this world would'v less of people who are two-faced, hypocritical, and on a gentler note, fucked up inside. get outta my face.
authenticity? kiss my ass. xoxo.
it just leads t people gettin so aware of each other's every actions, paranoid, they dont even know who t trust anymore. feelin' me?
funny, how we sit back and satire at others, yet afraid of what goes around comes around.
such a conundrum, isnt it? well for some reasons, i beg t differ, cus some people just deserve t be satired at.
whatever it is, i'll just carry on with my own life with the group of risible people alongside t brighten my day.

can't wait for the BLING! magazine t be published!
js's bbq tmr, cool.
match with some jc on sat, niceeeeeee.
sat, sat..
laters.

you know, i used t have a lil' concept of where i stand. but this concept flew right outta my hands and now, i dont even really know who i am t you, not anymore.

2007-03-12T05:35:00.000-07:00

extra lessons during the hols just kills me.
studyin's good for me -.-

watched sweet 16 on mtv today before goin t trng.
this girl's dad got her a jaguar for her sixteenth birthday! but today's episode wasnt as nice cus the girl wasnt rich-rich, tsk
all'a the sweet 16 kids getta have cars for their bdays, ranging from benz t bmw t jaguars and a whole lot more, not takin into account the large sum of money like a million already being spent on their extravagant parties. this world's so unfair zz.
soooo since i cant get one now, im gna work for one for myself!
here!
this ought'a spur me on since im so fcuking lazy -.-

a lamborghini.
bottomline, be nice t me now! in the future if i get one maybe we'll go out in this together!
hahahaha we'll seeeeeeeee..
that leaves me wondering what'll i be workin' as in the near future t b able t earn big bucks.
hmm..

2007-03-11T07:25:00.000-07:00

went out with cool people yday. for more see denise's blog

and my weakness says that i care too much.
fuck

2007-03-09T05:24:00.000-08:00

sooooo we won yday, gold, immediately off t pizza hut after prize presentation and all.
somethin t be happy about cus we havnt done so in a long time.
shant brag about it though cus our zone isnt that strong afterall.. zz
well it also means that nationals's nearing!
omfg and we got kinda tough grouping t start with for the 1st round.
nanchiau, yuying, unity.
damn we really gotta fight, much harder than we did for our finals.
crabs are heavenly :D
random
laters.

2007-03-06T20:35:00.000-08:00

julian talked t me before trng yday,
and i wna thank him cus he taught me some things and it really helped :)
ponned sch today, cus i was too sleepy and there was founder's celebration day today from 2-4
anyway, the guys fought really hard during the match with cch. almost overtook them until colin got sub'd in again -.-
hopefully we'll be able t fight like em' tmr.
tmr's our finals with cch. the other time we played em', we only won by some pathetic 2pts. but tmr, it'll be a totally diff story. cant afford t be nervous and lazy tmr -.-
confidenceeeeee. hopefully i'll be able t put in all'a my underbaskets, that's what worries me the most now. plus! more screen and rolls! alright, lucks t the team.
i'v thought it through i guess. and now, i dont really care if the coach or some people brings me down, cus.. you'll see.
it's when you're at your most desperate, that your true friends really appear before you.
tmr's game, for ya'll.
i'm ready.

2007-03-03T09:06:00.000-08:00

if i could turn back time,
i'll go wherever you will go.
if i could make you mine,
i'll go wherever you will go.
i wish someone out there will bring me backt you,
maybe i'll make it back some day.

tmr's semi-finals against sac,
i shan't falter.

2007-02-28T08:23:00.000-08:00

have you ever been in a situation whereby you put in so much effort, passion, love whatever, just t find out that at the end'a the day, nothing works?
for now, i dont really need someone t be here for me.
i need someone t help me.
god? are you there?
oh this sucks big time, just when everything was failing, this had'a fail me too.

it's just so hard t let go, you wont know.

2007-02-27T04:26:00.000-08:00

feelin so fucking lousy now. again, because of a game im frustrated with myself.
it seems as though i succumb t pressure easily and i tend t let the nervousness eat me up lil' by lil. one excellent eg. 's missing 2 underbaskets. that shot was 100% suppost go in but it went right over the rim. i know everyone was lik what the fcuk?! so was i.
team's performance wasnt up t standard, only won by 2 pts and it was a bare win. besides the game was very tense throughout and the score showed lil' diff. we targetted 20-30pts? missed by a bunch. guess we underestimated 'em huh? should hav done alot better, seriously. with more rebounds, more fighting spirit, tougher def, less turnovers, quicker pace, more screen and rolls.. okay some're referrin t myself.
i havnt done my part as a pt guard so far. havnt been dishin out, unable t get into the paint, or rather, not even trying, unable t take my shots. instead i caused turnovers. i really wonder what'm i doin on court. guess it's only right that js lose trust in me.
i'v reflected a lil', but i 'ont know if i can play what's on my mind. i'll see how the next game goes.
plus, i really need t play well in the next game t boost confidence level after seeing all the shit happenin t me. so fucked up seeing myself play.
semi's on monday, against sac at 1pm.
skippin trng tmr cus of dental. good t take a 1 day break off ballin' and reflect more, tsk
hopefully the team presses on together, we'll make it.
i need self confidence. period.

i wna thanks weehoe, weiyang, kc, cy for all the advices, and jo for pointing some of my flaws
thank sm for the long talk, & my pl for being there, again :)

2007-02-25T04:51:00.000-08:00

some annoying wanted t see how retarded i looked without fringe.
here,
VERY.

i sacrificed for basketball! so i could somehow see better, hahah. whats more js wanted t me cut. uhh.. but i ended up playing worse, damn.
i gotta play well on tues against chungchengggggggggg. yes? yeahhh
go team.

i found some food pics in my phone. so i'll just post em' up.

this's botin's worst nightmare, fattening! hah

came along with the 888bucks dinner my family had.

? everything at home comes in a bulk (:

jap squid i suppose.

cheese snacks are love.

one retarded world,

my tutor's rabbit bites her very often and you know what she did t stop it from doing so again?

she picked it up, scolded it a retarded bastard and here's the funny part,

she bit it's ear -.-

good thing's, now it's super obedient! wow

dang. my grandmother just gave 16bucks t the sweeper who sweeps our block.

now, who wants the job?! hahaha

shit i wna sweeeeppppppp

2007-02-22T03:07:00.000-08:00

everything's like fcuked. well, almost everything.
no luck no luck no luck.
i havnt been playin well for all the recent matches, and it sucks totally.
it's like really dumb t not be able t force youself t defend properly and passing the ball straight into opponent's hands when you alr know that would definately be a turnover.
i cant cant control the nervousness inside, it just takes over completely and i find myself missing passes, dribbling cautiously whatever.
i gotta overcome this shit, shit!
i dont quite know what happened t some of our teammates but whatever it was, blowin your top off at the other doesnt make the situation any better. not as if everyone's the same standard as you, you see. so please take that into consideration.
t make matters worse, my mom just had'a take a week's leave and stick her nose into my every lil' business. so when i was lik nappin, she just came in and fired at me. guess that's whatcha call menopause huh.
and as for us, i dont know what's gna happen but things aint lookin good afterall. the worst thing's, there's lil i can do t make you chg your mind. i always hoped you'd be the one there for me..
ohh i need my pl! :(

2007-02-18T20:11:00.000-08:00

and we're in t the second day of the lunar new year.
all stars game mvp was kobe bryant. west won by a bunch.
slam dunk champ was gerald green.
three pt'er winner with 24pts went t jason k- something.
skills challenge champ was the defending champ, d'wade.
shaq dancing with/for lebron was the hilight of the whole show
be sure t check it out, ha.

and I'd give up forever to touch you
cause I know that you feel me somehow
you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
and I don't want to go home right now
all I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight.
and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.
and I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made t be broken,
i just want you t know who i am-

2007-02-16T17:31:00.000-08:00

i twisted my left ankle twice yday while playing match. though it aint as swollen as the other time, it hurts still.
great, so now my both ankles are screwed.
just when 2nd round of competitions was starting this had'a come,
wtf.
went parkway yday after training.
so i didnt get my topman jeans cus there was no size and i gotta wait for a month -.-
botin, maybe we should do more nightwalks t help you overcome your fear of white orbits
HA

i hope you'd think well before making a decision..
after all i've done, i was tryin t be someone,
someone who really cared.

2007-02-15T06:38:00.000-08:00

valentine's was great!
okay im easily satisfied i guess.
bet everyone won't know what im talkin about except jo.
ha
whats more, it was great seeing love being spread among people!
hopefully next fri after the new year'll be great for the sports playas,
badminton takin on victoria,
bball guys against ngee ann,
table tennis meets plmgs.
all tough fights but,
they'll make it :)

and andrea, please cheerup, loves-

tomorrow, my fate'll be decided.
hopefully all goes well.

2007-02-07T07:06:00.000-08:00

what can i say?
tests're floodin my life.
good gawd, i cant wait t fail more of em'
zz i havnt studied d whole'a today despite havin common test tmr.
dang guess i'll just go t bed like now and leave everythin for tmr.
hoooooooohooooooo

we gon' be so fuckin flyyy baby
ha :D

2007-02-02T16:35:00.000-08:00

my days are getting rather barmy these days, literally.
been laughing my ass out for every single shit that's happened. tsk
no wonder grace and i can't sit tgt. but we still do work okay
d face warp thing just shaped some nice abs outta me.
hahaha gawd i still find it funny. lol and after andy saw it he's laughter was how gay please.
i'll post some pics on d next time, if d people dont mind.
laughing is healthyyyyyyy muahaha random.
dinner at kfc after pok's match at kallang was greattt lik everyone got tgt t bitch bout stuffs, how heartwarming. ha!
and people, i wna blog about people.
ya know, hypocrites are just d worst people around and if you're one, be guilty when you're reading this aight, be veryy guilty.
ohhh no doubt this world's changin fast. soon enough we won't know what'll become of each other
crap huh.
d last game with bedok green was so screwed i didnt know what d hell was i doin'.
won 75-10+ ?
i caused quite a no. of turnovers, happens every game. guess i gotta cut down on that zz bad judgement, bad passes. damn.
okay gotta work on our def, rebounds, anticipation cus coach said our reaction was too slow
trng later. thats all for now.

2007-01-27T23:19:00.000-08:00

dad's bday tmr.
which means we'll be goin some place for buffet dinner at some jap restaurant in some hotel.
dang. im so not interested in fooooooooood
cant we just hav it at some food court?! haa, shut.
tmr's timetable's shit, crap, dung.
recess at 11.20 i bet everyone's gna starve t death or prolly just faint during lessons, esp pok. lol
thank god there's spt tmr!
match against bedok green this comin thurs.
im so lookin forward not t d match but the sch hours!
we start sch at say.. 9?
then by 11, we'll leave class!
's that cool or totally cool?
till then,

what a beautiful smile, can't stay for awhile.
on this beautiful night, will make everything right.

2007-01-26T06:36:00.000-08:00

so many interestin things been happenin lately.
rather cool though.
been laughin my ass out these days, wo ho.
we spent 5hrs shoppin, and i threw 150 bucks into d queensway building.
yay im broke.
good god i woke up at 7 in d morning and i was obviously gna be late.
and so i was.
miss botin didnt wake me up! so it wasnt my fault afterall :D
HAHAHA
met adel and yantze outside office with a buncha latecomers.
so we decided since we didnt wna serve detention, our only way out was t escape!
so when the councellors was talkin t ccp over d phone, we ran off lik some prisoners whatever.
what a way t kick off d lovely day.. ha.
anyway, yours truly went parkway yday with some pure retards
aha. let me see.
1st retard slammed d whole tray on a table in pasta mania, and d whole garlic bread flew up and landed on d plate again.
2nd retard bent down t get sth on d floor and on her way up she knocked against d table and it shook lik no mother. she kinda injure herself in d process? tsk.
3rd retard just couldnt hold back her laughter thus burst out in some kinda alienated-loud-wierd laughter.
these 3 above acts were truly embarassin -.-
yet i enjoyed their company! heeeeeeee
im so lazyt blog on. besides, im so sleepyyyyyyyyy
and there's trng tmr. how boring with just 9 people.
i wna get that fucking cool jacket like, NOW.
laters.

misses.

2007-01-20T07:56:00.000-08:00

deadbeat.
yday was gm's birthdayy!
happy bday broooo
muaha so ballball and i went pasir ris park at night.
it was hell romantic okay but we still made alota noise, i think, cus we wer both lovesick.
hahaha whatever!
walked lik hell, made her lose her taitai image, tsk
i was lik how devastated yday, walked lik hell then didnt even get t see vit.
well andrea didnt getta see hers too so we're quits
hahahaha!
then we went whitesands t munchhhhhhh
some taitai was lik ''whitesands so boring'' blahblah end up shopped d whole of it
wow.
i forgot what else i wanted t blog.
sleeeeeeeeeeppppppyyyyyyyyyyy
night world.

2007-01-14T04:20:00.000-08:00

i feel bad not bloggin'
mmm.. i had lotsa fun yday!
so did eveyone, muahaha
im so lazy t type everythin out soooooooo i know myself can alr.
at first most'a us didnt wna go into d pool but slowly, we got pushed in and later, we didnt even wna leave d pool -.-
i wonder how long we spent our time in d pool. d marco polo thing was a failure, for me. tsk
bz, we'll go swimmin agn soon! hah
i gotta mention this, i spent a whole 10mins w yantze, dee, van in d lift with doors closed at 1st floor. it was a game, we were'nt stuck how retarded!
here's sth random but not so random, lol
frisky's so cuteeeeeeeeee
:)

& here's our grpings,
ngee ann, bedok south, bedok green.

till then.

2007-01-07T07:11:00.000-08:00

still got a bloody fat ankle, i cant stand d sight of it.
suddenly i miss training.
when i get t train, im like super slack, like get this over and done with.
now when i cant train, i wna train so bad.
HAHAHA
omg you fcuking ankle heal right awayyyyyyy!

let it go, and when it comes back t you,
you know it's meant t be-

2007-01-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

here's some gooooood news,
I SPRAINED MY ANKLE! during trng.
great? great! or just GREAT?!
best part's, it's swollen like some snowball now, anyhow.
and there's friendly match tmr so i'll prob be sitting out.
goddamnit it's so fcuking painfulllllllllllllllll i cant even limp properly.
what's more, the season's starting very very soon.
so what do i do?!
gawd faster heal this snowball pretty please.

2007-01-01T06:42:00.000-08:00

tonned at grace's house.
left at 530 in d mornin.
stranded on d road with no buses so we took a taxi!
we caught d 1st train early early mornin and wer d only ones on it!
how cool.

3oth dec,
d place whr all 11 people got together t celebrate our belated christmas and early new yr party!

steph wasnt in here cus she left early

thanks for your present anyways! :)
these wer d food we ate.

me, bz, jo being d chefs. HAHAHA

im so into cookin nowadays.

im sure i'll be some chef next time, lol

bz's mom did these though.
d aftermath, it wasnt that ugly afterall!

poppycock rocks my socks!
this's my angel!
she got me these for christmas!

guess what it is?

IT'S A BOXER SHORTS!

how cute-ly packaged. soak it in water and it'll expand!

thanks sek!

these people were here t welcome year 2007 w me!
xD
and again,

they messed up my room!

worse than d night on christmas -.-

switchd on d tv,

then all of them went like..

...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

(sprays all crazy ribbon all over d place)

open windows and shouts t neighbours '' HAPPY NEW YR! "

how retarded!

baha it was hell fun though!

you feel me?

you feel d atmosphere by lookin at d pics?!

HAAAAAAAA :D

but i was lik half dead at that time. zz

omg i wna thank everyone who made my days, ha.

& i super lack of sleep, t think that i slept from 7am t 9am, t add on, a ton just d previous night at grace's house.

imagine that.

lastly, i love you :D

2006-12-29T22:04:00.000-08:00

after cleanin up on christmas night!
d ton was kinda boring yet wonderful
xD

on boxing day,

we decided t cook!

only the baked rice was a success

we tried our own recipe, cus we didnt have any.

bout d ingredients part, what i rmb was :

large amt of flour added,

water,

butter,

sugar,

baking powder,

choc chips,

gummy sweets,

direct into the oven.

well, the oven wasnt exactly for baking cakes, and we didnt have d proper stuffs for baking them but it still had'a happen

1st try wasnt exactly nice, or rather, wasnt cooked?

lol

2nd try, kinda cooked, or rather, over cooked, it became burnt
lastly, it was kinda successful but those who ate it still thinks it's kinda awful.

HAHAHA well i still think it's nice okay

off t bz's house t partayeee into d night agn!

shd i stayover? yes no yes no yes no what?!

-.-

damn, sch's reopenin and i havnt touched any of my hw though i'v got a pile.

oh hell no.

2006-12-23T08:33:00.000-08:00

been long since i blogged!
well, im just too lazy thats about it.
did i mention, mtv video awards rocked!
shakira shook my whole tv with her hips.
hahaha
all d rappers just rocked aight.
i'v been visting d dentist alot, t get d stupid braces done.
i dont even want it!
whatever, he alr plucked out 4 of my teeth so i cant quite back out now
gna be some stayover at my home tmr i guess?
if d peeps are able t make it :)
sadly im too lazy t set up my christmas tree! oh bother.
im off,
smack that, peace-

2006-12-13T04:26:00.000-08:00

just finished catching Like Mike Streetball.
i learnt sth,
'' it's doesn't matter who's bigger on d outside, but it's d inside that matters ''
you diggin' it?
today's match against nan chiau went really well for me.
best game everrrrrrrr!
28pts? thanks t coach. it was all fastbreak pts, was close t scoring 3pters but kosong for me in this match.
whatever. it isnt bout d pts, but how we wer able t run d game
there was alota teamwork today hohoho
but half d time i couldnt see botin! lol sorry.
hopefully we're able t play like that for every game.
well, we need d coach arnd.
coach was lik pushing me alot, he kept going lik ''wah, you very slow'' and all.
i was dying, but no choice i gotta keep running and steppin it up.
fri, sat, sun gotta go toa payoh play nightly matches.
some kinda open cup thing so there'll be older players like coach playing against us
here's a story of 2 kpo girls.
yday when i got outta d lift, there was these 2 lil' girls outside.
when i took my 1st step, this girl came up t me and went lik '' are you girl or boy? ''
and i was lik, LOL?
so i ignored.
but they got alota determination uh, followed me all d way t d doorstep.
then that girl repeated her ques.
d other girl looked thru d side of my jersey and went, '' GIRL! ''
then d girl repeated her ques again! zz
to shake her off my back i finally bothered t ans her ques.
then she too looked thru my jersey and went, '' orh. i thought you boy ''.
-.-!
so i went in my house. then i put my wallet on d shoe rack.
they werent leaving yet.
so they made comments from at d gate, lik '' why put your wallet there. where you walking to.'' blah blah
of cus, if you wer normal, IGNORE!
hahah damn kpo la.
till then, peace world.

2006-12-11T08:10:00.000-08:00

CONGRATS LARVE!
hohoho
:)

2006-12-11T01:01:00.000-08:00

what a beautiful smile,
cant stay for awhile,
on this beautiful night,
will make everything right
& maybe our love will catch like fire,
as it burns through me-

2006-12-06T05:15:00.000-08:00

why isit that those whom you no need appreciation from appreciates and those whom you really want it from doesnt even bother?
tough ques.
hahaha
peace world-

just show me some of those, will you?
oh sigh.

2006-12-05T00:08:00.000-08:00

far away, i feel your beating heart
all alone, beneath the crystal stars
i'm staring into space, what a lonely face
i'll try to find my place with you
larger then the moon, my love for you
world's collide, as heaven pulls us through
the secret of the world is written in the stars
i'm carrying your heart in mine-

2006-12-04T07:29:00.000-08:00

trained w 6 people today. was cool though, kinda
botak gna start on strength and stamina training.
im soooooo dead
so all of em' left today :(
and we didnt getta see them off.
i miss huge and pangpang.
hahaha
gooooooooood-bye.

2006-12-02T08:25:00.000-08:00

aww grace called lik yday, so good t hear from her!
walls gives little commission, but on d 1st day we had fun sellg and bitching cus botin was arnd, lol
we bitched so much we even had'a conference till 4am.
2nd day didnt go so well, prob cus we wer tired from d yuying's match
okay that match sucked for me tooo
recently all d matches i'v been playg are lik crap.
so i didnt score a shit till d 4th quart, when i started t play slightly better.
still, all d shots are lik way off, almost impossible t make any of em'
damn shdnt keep changing my shootg style, right?!
it's lik also not about d scoring or what.
i shd be lik dishing out mor assists too!
okay i saw steve nash's game today, and i wna play lik him.
HAHAHAHA
oh damn, d juniors are lik flying off on monday.
GREAT.
then we'll be stuck with botak coach.
i'll just die in his hands.
whatever, hopefully it helps me t improve by d end of d whole torturous trngs
my gawd i really need'a find my stroke!

2006-11-29T09:41:00.000-08:00

walked t esso t get some snacks before sitting before here.
it's 2am now.
its cool t sit here with a cuppa mocha milkshake from macs, hoho.
i get bloated easily, with just a few strands of spaghetti & coffee. tsk
work today was screwed. how screwed? ask everyone.
worked for near t 2hrs, earned 8bucks only.
yday worked for 3hrs, earned 25 bucks.
chua chu kang people are hostile and fucked up, you wont wna know.
okay maybe that area of cck only.
some people would show you d 'fuck off' face if they didnt want, they wont even wna bother abt d transparent you.
and i hate those people, eveytime i turn my back on them, i'd go lik 'cheebye'
HAHAHAHA hmm i wonder how many times hav i done that.
shan was pissed too okay, everyone was! lol
im not vulgar, if i could i'd just give them a punch instead.
but not worth going t jail for them so forget itttttttttttttt
hopefully yan gets d walls job for me tmr.
muahaha
aww and i feel so wierd with no bz around, damnnnnnn
im sleepy, apparently d coffee shake kinda cant keep me awake.
oh yuh i learnt a new song, control myself
:D
buhbye

2006-11-27T06:50:00.001-08:00

wahoooooo im here t rant about how lousy the game agnst scgs was today
we won though, but im least happy w my performace, or rather, not at all.
i was lik a fucking noob on court, running aimlessly blahblah
and suddenly i was lik afraid of my opponents.
afraid t defend them, afraid t charge up.
and im sorry js had'a shout from d bench, zz
like wtf? after ballg so many yrs i'd actually feel this way?!
i feel so fucking inferior, i dont know howt put it in words.
wassup w being short and slow and whatever fuckshit
i cant play offense, cant do defence.
maybe it's just my mentality
maybe i can just cheer from d bench, its easier and i wont cause any turnovers & d team's defence wld be tighter.
i aint fit t be a main player whatever.
just too many good schs next yr,
raffles, nanyang, scgs, anderson, jurong, bedok north and some unknown schs that'll just appear outta d blue
sometimes i hate myself for not playg well, it just affects me alright.
sometimes i hate myself for not being able t do anythg about this dist. that maims my life.

thank jnrs for their company at least they'r funny and retarded, smiles-

you must be kinda happy t see me in this state.

2006-11-25T08:24:00.000-08:00

i love staying up in d midnights, like now.
so my parents'r gg t europe, alone, cus i didnt wna go.
most think im wierd, why rejected trips lik japan, usa, germany, italy, france, england and whatever.
but im just wierd so, :)
cant wait t hav d house! hahaha
time's really short these days, i feel lik i've only 15hrs a day.
i've been gg out so so often, my parents are complaing.
yet on d other hand, i think i havnt been gg out w some of my friends
there's trngs, matches, work, and some necessary stuffs
and of cus i need my charming sleep!
so now i'll just focus on some of d impt people/things in life.
and sorry pl, gm, larve, havnt been able t spend time w ya'll.
sigh i neglected lar toooo
and i'm lik dragging d outing t go w annoying t buy some thingy, tsk
and some other stuffs, i wont say.
ahh anyws, d guys won s'pore women's U-20
cool!

we havnt talked in ages. im sorry.

2006-11-25T00:07:00.000-08:00

just came home from adidas fair.
nth much, really. there was only alota woman's stuffs and soccer stuffs.
whr in d world has basketball stuffs gone t?!
t-mac 5 shoes going at 120bucks only, cool.
so adel and i shoppd tgt, botin and sm did d girly shoppg.
we bought 2 singlets!
hahahaha
botin d taitai bought d most stuffs, so like andrea when they shop, tsk
im still soooo sleepy, my gawddd
zzzzzzzzzzz
i needa get my top from topman sooon!
i realise iv got alota tops and very lil' bottoms. tsk
okay my first priority now's still that 169bucks ____
i needa start workg again!

2006-11-24T05:26:00.000-08:00

sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy!
i ponned trng today just t sleep and recharge,
so i slept from say about 11.30am-6.40pm?
thanks t d tonn'g la.
but the chalet these 2 days rocks like !
botin was a real pigggg, HAHAHA
then grace and sm slept at 4+am after some mahjong tgt.
steph and i played cont'd nba t d early hrs of d morning.
thank gawd x-box was there for us.
it's a pity we didnt go night riding cus they wer worn out by d ton lastlast night, tsk
so fun t visit cheers & macs t snack and slack in d midnight
hohoho
class bbq was gooooooood, esp d satays, thanks t d satay man ;D
shant elaborate on d series of events, before d reader and d author, yours truly starts snoring
so buhbye
and buhbye bz, seeya aft a month, tc!
:(

2006-11-21T04:43:00.000-08:00

its really wierd how i'm able t help others at love but myself.
i got tons of ulcers, & they're pissing me off
so fuck it everything's going so wrong. please be with me now.
very random.
cancelled tuition again. no more till d start of next yr
dang. im off.

sometimes, a dreamer is a loser;
but sometimes, a loser wins.
sometimes, reality isnt what it seems.

2006-11-20T04:31:00.000-08:00

today i wna blog about botin!
hahahaha
such an interestg and unforgettable person cus.. she's HUGE?
for your info she's a 1.7m+ irritating and retarded MONSTER!!
with a really cute dog. okay thats random.
nah la cus i bought 4 natas and some pearls from her for a buck, cool? totally.
aft trng went w them t eat, and then t imee's house t pool
my god i couldnt stop laughing at d freaking pool table cus botin's actions were ridiculously funny, lol
you see 6 pacs forming? i see it o.O
words cant describe actions and you wont know till you see it for yourself.
here are some tips from botin t hitting the ball accurately?
1) place your hand firmly on the table and put the cue stick on d back of your palms.
2) dont even bother planning t hit d balls in continuously cus you should have this thinkg, ''that will be later'', so just aim for one will do.
3)also, dont even bother trying t aim for d ball t go in cus you should also hav this thinkg, ''the ball will find its way to d hole''
thats all,
buhbye

maybe you'd want me t care less? shrugs-

2006-11-18T20:28:00.000-08:00

wished you had'nt changed,
how i wished you had been who you were d day we first met.

ohhhhh trng tmr.
& i dread physicals zz

2006-11-17T04:03:00.000-08:00

clara's hair dye process!
hahaha
i swear everyone who dyed hair had t have some ugly hairstyle
lol
nothin much today, training and i fell twice on my knees
wtf?!
xD
see, i told you i weighed a gazillion pounds on court.
our team bonds quite alot now, so its super cool.
read'g sara's post kinda enjoyable cus see'g her so pissed is damn funny
here's a lil' somethg from one of her posts.
'' aiyah. i very pek cek lah!!!!! kaninabeh chaocheebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ''
HAHAHA
buhbye.

2006-11-15T04:35:00.000-08:00

had a friendly today, against jurong.
we won, but didnt really play well, so zz
went denise's house t dye hair again.
lol cus d other time at wenjia's wasnt that productive
and of cus i didnt dye my whole head or i'll look like some rambutan
made jellies, playd pictionary which made HUGE look lik a joke cus she couldnt act out d word
hahahaha
i'll spare d details.
all in all, d 9 of us had fun today
:)

2006-11-10T07:02:00.000-08:00

something from d heart,
t you.

so here we stand,
with a million stars between us.
d bridge's broken, gone beyond redemption.
as others settled in your life, those days disappeared,
i've become so insignificant.
we were almost there, but the twilight has a different colour now.
d abundance of kindness only keeps a distance between us,
d coldy ignored heart wanders in d midst
i want those beautiful days t appear in our lives agn
just give me half d chance, i'll make it better than before,
better than beautiful.
i'd go on my knees, scream my lungs out just t get t you
cus' youre all i wanted; all i needed
lookin' back at all d things i've done,
i was just tryg t be someone,
someone who cared.
i didnt mean t fall in love with you
i didnt mean t drag it on though voices keep tellg me t move along
i didnt mean t.
i've been addicted t you, cant you see?
dont put out d ardent flame you lit burning in me, will you?
i may not say it quite as much as i shd,
but when i say i love you darling that means for good.
so take my hand & hold on tight,
and we'll get there, i swear.
in d world, if anythg shd happen t you,
baby you know i'd be there
for i had never left, even when we're worlds apart
surely i wouldnt let anythg come in between,
anythg except love.
let's not quit somethg we've nv even tried.
here's one thg that's true, is everythg i do,
i do for you, my only one.

2006-11-09T00:13:00.000-08:00

did i let it slip past unknowingly?
well maybe i did.
:(

argh feel so screwed inside. zz

2006-11-07T04:57:00.000-08:00

imma kick start this post with a lil' some'n some'n from yo momma aight
muahaha

yo momma's so dumb, that when she was stuck in a grocery store, she starved to death!

next,

yo momma's so fat, that when she jumped into the sea, the whales started to sing '' we are family''!

here's d last one,

yo momma's so nasty, they'd even eat her on fear factor !

okay done.
this trashtalk show's on mtv go catch it
andrea came over again !
hahaha aww i know that you know that i know that you know that i know that you love my room !
hur.
yawnsss iv got trng tmrrrrrrrr
i tried cooking my own spaghetti for lunch today.
guess what, i added too much chilli and forced myself t eat it so as t ''test my endurance'' and when i finishd it, my stomach ached.
gawd.
if i ever offer t cook for you next time, dont doubt my cook skills okay!
lolol

there's something bout the way you look tonight,
there's something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you.
there's something bout the way your lips invite, maybe its the way that i get nervous when you're around.
and I want you to be mine and if u need a reason why,
it's in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me, the way that I want you tonight,
it's in the way that you hold me, and the way that you know me, when I can't find the right words to say,
You feel it in the way
there's something bout how you stay on my mind,
there's something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep
maybe its the look you get in your eyes.
Oh baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile.
And the reasons they may change but what i'm feeling stays the same.
I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you baby
its in the way that i want you tonight-

2006-11-06T09:57:00.000-08:00

happy birthday pl !
:D
cheerup aight, pains t see you like that.

fishball's coming over tmr !
and i read your post, dont be so thick skin la i know you love me mor than i do
hahahaha ;)
till then.

and everytime i see you agn,
it never stops.

2006-11-03T17:52:00.000-08:00

bummers. came home kinda late last midnight and got stuck outside d house for 10mins or so.
hahaha
anyw the thought of taking mrt rides just turns me off now.
here, i'll tell you why.
1st went t outram and back agn.
then when i ws playing com back home, a phone call came.
rushed down and mrt'd lrt'd all d way to CHUA CHU KANG !
faints.
then we walked, along d lrt rail one stop to another, only to find that we wer walking in d wrong direction.
lolol, thats how retarded we wer in chua chu kang -.-
sighs most singaporeans aint kind :(
me and jo got turned down say, 193/200 times
cy and wh, say 194/200 times
tsk.
and there's this kaobei fatso, i think he's gap's too big it cant shut or something.
mofo.
ohhh fishball's coming over now so i'll go get rdy
cya'll in awhile
muahaha -.-

2006-11-01T03:36:00.000-08:00

soooooo, we won.
but d game was SLACK !
played full of 1st quart. abit of 2nd, cus i died. quite abit of 3rd. and half of 4th. see, my stupid stamina could'nt take me though d whole game.
did a few fast breaks, and i had no strength for defence already.
shit, lol
omg, my stamina !! i dont wna talk about it.
hahahaha
but could'v done better if i had mor STAMINA. zz
gotta train again, shooooooooots.
i had this really wierd layup or whatevr it was. kc said it was lik a dunk only that it didnt end up a dunk hahahaha
laughsss why cant i dunk :(
i hope t do it agn but it was so anyhow, i dont know how ! tsktsk
we had 7 players today. so gotta add a few other sec1 playas, and yea, they did a pretty good job tooooo. what can you expect right, mvp zoe on our side ! MUAHAHA
xD
and julian has been really sweet ! hahaha 1st he wished luck, then aft game he was lik good game. hey you ref'd well too luhh !
and i think jollene deserves t be called a star more la !
muahaha im too slack.
JOLLENE THE STAR!
thats all for d match.
im too lazy t blog on either.
so byebye.
:)

2006-10-31T07:03:00.000-08:00

you wanna step to me?
wanna love me?
wanna touch me?
think twice cus' you gotta long way to go -

siannnn tmr's match alr !
i'll just die of exhaustion halfway.
hahahaha whatever la just a friendly, just a friendly.
BUT zhonghua's stamina is wayyy beyond average.
SHIT!

2006-10-30T06:17:00.000-08:00

life's boring me out.
no money no shopping no life
shit. hahahaha
dont know why i feel training nowadays are lik kinda tough though its kinda slack compared t d past, i feel as though i weigh a ton on court!
lolol
watched my super sweet sixteen again.
that bling2 guy was allowed t spend half a million on his party!
walaoooooo i wna be part of his family
tskkkkkk
he got a pretty mercs as birthday present though he cant even drive.
i want :(

2006-10-29T10:22:00.000-08:00

its lik gg 3am now, im still awake. whats more, there's trng tmr!
zz
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to some idiot la hor
HAHAHA :D
so i just read shan's blog
its lik very meaningful la cus its of a true story. god bless her friend.
sigh

i didnt mean t fall in love with you, baby this isnt love its robbery,
im sleepg with d ghost of you and me-

2006-10-27T23:08:00.000-07:00

my chest muscle hurts
hahahaha as in, seriously.
suddenly i miss steph and d juniors
lol
i want that 400bucks ape shoes!
but i know i'll nv be able t get that, and i wont
tsk
i needa do mor shopping.
1st, i'll haft get d money rolling in.
damn bridging starts next week
my L1R5 is lik 20. lol
average is lik 63%
class position is lik 18/39
walaoooooooooooooooo
so i got nagging la. for not studying and playing too much. sighs
who ask me t suay suay fail emath but pass amath
and d tchrs are crap, my best friend, hope she doesnt scold me too much or i'l just box her face.

hey, if you see this,
im sorry for not going t your chalet.
have fun.

cus when i look at my life,
how d pieces fall into place,
it just would'nt rhyme without you
when i see how my path seem t end up before your face,
the state of heart,
the place whr we are,
was written in d stars.
i wasnt meant t love lik this,
no, not without you

2006-10-27T05:43:00.000-07:00

another day of shopping !
hahahaha
aft training went down t town and bugis t shop !
of cus i cant just come home empty handed right ;)
think i spent a thousand bucks on clothes, shit
though im not a fan of paul twohill,
i saw him at fareast !
muahaha
okay so wed's our first ever friendly ever since midyrs
our stamina sure cant make it, so we'll havt depend on skills
we'r playing w just 9 playas cus d rest flew overseas
-.-
happy deepavali t myself !
lolol
hopefully me and jo get d jobs real soon!

even heros hav d right t bleed & dream

2006-10-26T06:52:00.000-07:00

today wasnt really a good day
kicked off w captain's ball and talentime
ptc was disasterous, fuck
ugh tmr'll be a good day!
hohoho
sch's OUT !

you're lik a storm against d window,
follow me round just lik a shadow,
i'd swim a never ending ocean,
till you bring back your devotion.
see moving on just isnt working,
you lit the fire that im burning
and all i'v been doing is protect it,
we could be more than just amazing-

2006-10-25T05:14:00.000-07:00

i'd lik t start off my post with,
walau ey! im broke.
& miss sara i still got your present OKAY
_l_
hahahahaha
wont b so bad as t not go t your chalet and not giv you anythg!
see im so nice
:D
damn aft watching death note i feel lik eating alota chocs & sweets
which i am doing right now,
or has always been doing
lol
actually aft d movie there was still a trailer but we left cus i also thought d movie was over .
well, there's a second episode anyhow.
oh i forgot t add i caught it w a couple so i was kinda bright
ahahaha ;)
today we had stalls set up t sell foodstuffs !
d milo was selling good, hoho
made 100+ bucks to be added t class funds for chalet & bbq !
hopefully i'll be able t stay for all 3 days !
lolol
then played water bomb
someone happily bombed my face HOR
i missed huiwen lik a mil times
tsk
then aft sch went over t kc's
his dogs practically jumped on me -.-
dont lick me its disguisting, lol
headed over t bugis for some shopping !
sigh, some crazy things happened today,
not telling !
lol
aiya my post kinda random
byebye.

2006-10-21T22:01:00.000-07:00

and when im gone
just carry on
don't moan
rejoice everytime you hear d sound'a my voice
just know that
im lookin' down on you smilin'
and i didn't feel a thing
so baby don't feel d pain
just smile back

2006-10-20T22:44:00.000-07:00

Maybe you want -
Maybe you need -
Maybe you had -
Maybe you lost - to another

there are certain people you just keep coming back to

2006-10-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

another day gone lik my fart
hahaha
okay so im really tired. as in, sleepy.
was cool talkg t mingming and her long lost childhood friend,
a fishball.
BAHAHA
anyws, cheer up my pl, glad everything's over alr !
:D
andrea, sat's tmr already !
hohoho
ccp's 8 characters and mine really clash
nvm, i enjoy doing every pushup and all.
tsk
today's training kinda screwed, cus i had no ball sense today
ever since d eoy ended, i felt as if i weighed a ton on court.
lol
no stamina, no speed, no accuracy,
gotta train right from d start agn zz

&, no love, no nothing.

2006-10-19T07:16:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
don't know what you're expecting of me
every step I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there.

2006-10-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

what a day.
woke up at 9.3o today, reached sch at 10.
yes im late and i havnt gotten my ez-link card back, thanks ey.
played ball w many many people lik netballs and jnrs, till 1
then had'a go detention, DAMN unlucky.
it was suppost be just d 3 of us in for detention but somehow it turned outta become 6
grace left halfway for tuition means she has t cont. tmr
i had no idea detention was so fun
:D
hoho thanks people.

no, you dont know how much it hurts

2006-10-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

hohoho
imma pon sch tmr.
mayb 'l be headg down t causeway pt. with cat
imagine how long 'l d ride be
zzzzz

i aint diggin at it at all.

2006-10-14T10:38:00.000-07:00

i dont know dont know dont know.

cross my heart,
i wna fly lookin' in your eyes-

2006-10-13T05:21:00.000-07:00

exams are overrrrrr, hell yea.
first traing today.
2 days ago went out w bz and all, went t watch rob b hood
omg everyone shd seriously catch that movie cus,
1st : d baby's soooo damn cute
2nd : louis koo's sooo hawt.
3rd : its so friggin funny
watch k, trust my taste cus i dont really lik chinese movies
hohoho
and andrea went bonkers cus after she caught world trade centre, she sent t people those mushy mushy stuffs, cus she's afraid she wont getta say them.
WAW !
hahahaha
then bugis-ed and all and sorry miss airpork didnt go ball w you
:)
yday was a tiring day, or rather ,
all of us almost died ridin a bicycle -.-
thanks for d whatever race la grace, in d end we got no free drinks, instead we ended up almost killing ourselves. tsk
then headed over t macs t chill & we spent a bomb on fries
then off t arcade and then t bowl.
beach, julian huiwen cy, were lik plucking coconuts for us
hoho but d taste was disguisting and they looked, ugly. lol
off t play pool
total was 25bucks damnit,hahaha
damn my hands got so addicted, tsk
met nana and all inside too
leecheng's proooooooo
bye.

2006-10-06T17:38:00.000-07:00

your pretty face is not enough,
behind your eyes,I know you're lying.
you think that love is all a bluff,
you flash your smile,
and keep denying me,
i want you to see,
i need something more,
than you gave me for.
i want you to burn.
i want you to steal.
i want you to bleed,
and see how it feels.
give more than you take,
and smile through it all.
and know that everything you do,
I do it for you.

2006-10-05T21:30:00.000-07:00

had 4 papers alr, and its no doubt im screwing them up.
amaths, BUANG.
im used t buangin both my maths, so didnt really feel d pinch
geog, i missed d whole diagram at d last page and mistook lower course of river for middle course.
thats 11 fucking marks down d fucking drain.
this's damn dumb, cus i actually know howt do them !
grrrrrrrrrr
tsk no use whining
& studyg in d midnight at macs w julian & andrea was kinda useful la
hurrrrr

and i miss you, been far away for far too long ;

2006-10-02T08:06:00.000-07:00

jennifer aniston, more than just candy t d eye ;)
mollie sue's out, fuck
i dont wna watch america's next top model anymore!
tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
how can this be. ughhhhhhh wth
jade walked lik, SUAYS SUAYS SUAYS '' HELLO LADIES ''
oh please, kiss my ass.
exams gna start this wed. yet i caught 2 movies yday.
bsides, j.aniston, fiona xie's hawt toooooooo
hurhur
iv got 2 maids now, on wed, id be left w one :(
bye the maid that grace loves calling. lol
go home, catch grace,sm,ys,pok and i on tv
:)
thats all.

queen of my heart,

2006-09-29T17:54:00.000-07:00

sec2, half fishball, still growing :)

d prettier fishball & shan !

:D heeeeeeeeeeeee

ah, i just saw shan's blog.
ANGXIN-PANDA-DODO-FISHBALL-WATERMELON!
very fun right going arnd postg my pics -.-
here's yours !
hur
send me send me then il getta post nicer ones up
;)

2006-09-29T04:26:00.000-07:00

FISHBALL PLEASE KINDLY TAKE THOSE PHOTOS OFF YOUR BLOG !!
ohmygawdddddddd you're lucky i cant find your indivisual pictures ! gimme mor time i'l dig them out (:

okay d days getting mor spastic w each passing day
laughed so hard today i almost died
hahahaaaaaa cus of some 'animal stuffs'
:D
had oral today. some of d minor minor things i rmb. while readg d passage, i just broke out in laughter like 'POOFHAAHAHAHA' halfway cus i saw d tchr's spastic face. still, i managed t get backt reading anyhows.
then it came t picture description, she asked 'will d children b afraid when d snake's placed closer t them? ' sth like that.
'' no, maybe not. cus not all big creatures have big teeth '' then i laughed at my own stupid answer, she giggled. i'll just fail that section. tsk
lastly, d conversation part.
the topics 'what animals you hate' & ' knowledge an impt part'a your life' sth like that
i just spoke whatever came t my mind.
first topic i told her about my dumb fear of _. not gna say cus i wna save my pride BAHAHA. tsk so when i told her why i had that fear she laughed. okay those close people like grace jo and whoever i told also laughed at me, no biggy.
for 2nd topic, this 'huo dao lao xue dao lao' thing popped up in my mind.
so i told her '' there's this chi proverb called 'learn till you die' ''
she laughed but i didnt really laugh cus i thought it was kinda correct.
so when she laughed i laughed, laughing's so contagious. even when she smiled like :D i laughed
hahahaha this's d 1st time iv had so much fun doing oral cus it was all super unplanned, hur
played ball blabla had dinner w wh,gr,bz,pokpok
today's gna be a boring nighttt

its when you giv your all, and giv a lil' more ;

2006-09-28T04:30:00.000-07:00

chicken's bday today
HAHAHA happy bday la laa laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
today everyone's lik so hyper, d day went well
:)
so did yday.
had hell load'a laughs through d day, including home w julian cus we saw yeehan and !
hoho
exams are in lik 4days i suppose ? yet i aint feeling no nothing.
i havnt mugged and i study for lik 2hrs per day only
maybe i'll just panic on d day itself, lol
damnn hopefully i dont screw d papers up laaa
zzzz
so im'ma study and then watch tv then il have chatting session in d night
oh gawd im so sleepy
bye.

whr'd you go ? imissyou so-

2006-09-25T04:32:00.000-07:00

ah, didnt know exams gna start in lik 9 days ?!
i thought it was 16 =/
lolol
how t start start from whr what t start -.-

how come everytime you come around my london london bridge wna go down like -

2006-09-24T04:15:00.000-07:00

youre looking for something you can't find
if you give it up you'll lose your mind
theres always something in your way
youre gna hav a good day :)

2006-09-23T18:16:00.000-07:00

hohooo i watched wedding crashers agn !
nice movie :)
kinda gave me some .. how'd you put it ..
inspiration ? lol nahs but smthg like that.
true love's d soul's recognition of one another
hurs.
thats all for now.

2006-09-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

hey show some love, you aint so tough,
come fill my little world right up, right up.

2006-09-20T04:55:00.000-07:00

gawd. dont go arnd telling people im attached w you or some sort when i aint even into you at all please.

soo sch's beginning t suck. random spot checks almost everyday. ccp and the maid goes arnd campg outside our classes, bla bla. and i'd go arnd w a plaster on my ear everyday ! hahaha damn i wont hav one tmr.
4 tests this week. 2 mor +++ next week.
wth.
guess everyone's mugging alr. awww i feel so bad gotta motivate myself t start toooo. may allah amen amitofo bless me ! tsk and no mor sleeping in class zz il try.
15 mor days, if im not wrong.
8 juicy subjects, if im not wrong.
103812044683706129754 pages, if im not wrong, HAHA
oh crap.
i wna watch tv. hoho

still, <3

2006-09-16T22:34:00.000-07:00

i .. surrender.