walked t esso t get some snacks before sitting before here.
it's 2am now.
its cool t sit here with a cuppa mocha milkshake from macs, hoho.
i get bloated easily, with just a few strands of spaghetti & coffee. tsk
work today was screwed. how screwed? ask everyone.
worked for near t 2hrs, earned 8bucks only.
yday worked for 3hrs, earned 25 bucks.
chua chu kang people are hostile and fucked up, you wont wna know.
okay maybe that area of cck only.
some people would show you d 'fuck off' face if they didnt want, they wont even wna bother abt d transparent you.
and i hate those people, eveytime i turn my back on them, i'd go lik 'cheebye'
HAHAHAHA hmm i wonder how many times hav i done that.
shan was pissed too okay, everyone was! lol
im not vulgar, if i could i'd just give them a punch instead.
but not worth going t jail for them so forget itttttttttttttt
hopefully yan gets d walls job for me tmr.
muahaha
aww and i feel so wierd with no bz around, damnnnnnn
im sleepy, apparently d coffee shake kinda cant keep me awake.
oh yuh i learnt a new song, control myself
:D
buhbye

9:41 AM

wahoooooo im here t rant about how lousy the game agnst scgs was today
we won though, but im least happy w my performace, or rather, not at all.
i was lik a fucking noob on court, running aimlessly blahblah
and suddenly i was lik afraid of my opponents.
afraid t defend them, afraid t charge up.
and im sorry js had'a shout from d bench, zz
like wtf? after ballg so many yrs i'd actually feel this way?!
i feel so fucking inferior, i dont know howt put it in words.
wassup w being short and slow and whatever fuckshit
i cant play offense, cant do defence.
maybe it's just my mentality
maybe i can just cheer from d bench, its easier and i wont cause any turnovers & d team's defence wld be tighter.
i aint fit t be a main player whatever.
just too many good schs next yr,
raffles, nanyang, scgs, anderson, jurong, bedok north and some unknown schs that'll just appear outta d blue
sometimes i hate myself for not playg well, it just affects me alright.
sometimes i hate myself for not being able t do anythg about this dist. that maims my life.


thank jnrs for their company at least they'r funny and retarded, smiles-


you must be kinda happy t see me in this state.

6:50 AM

i love staying up in d midnights, like now.
so my parents'r gg t europe, alone, cus i didnt wna go.
most think im wierd, why rejected trips lik japan, usa, germany, italy, france, england and whatever.
but im just wierd so, :)
cant wait t hav d house! hahaha
time's really short these days, i feel lik i've only 15hrs a day.
i've been gg out so so often, my parents are complaing.
yet on d other hand, i think i havnt been gg out w some of my friends
there's trngs, matches, work, and some necessary stuffs
and of cus i need my charming sleep!
so now i'll just focus on some of d impt people/things in life.
and sorry pl, gm, larve, havnt been able t spend time w ya'll.
sigh i neglected lar toooo
and i'm lik dragging d outing t go w annoying t buy some thingy, tsk
and some other stuffs, i wont say.
ahh anyws, d guys won s'pore women's U-20
cool!


we havnt talked in ages. im sorry.

8:24 AM

just came home from adidas fair.
nth much, really. there was only alota woman's stuffs and soccer stuffs.
whr in d world has basketball stuffs gone t?!
t-mac 5 shoes going at 120bucks only, cool.
so adel and i shoppd tgt, botin and sm did d girly shoppg.
we bought 2 singlets!
hahahaha
botin d taitai bought d most stuffs, so like andrea when they shop, tsk
im still soooo sleepy, my gawddd
zzzzzzzzzzz
i needa get my top from topman sooon!
i realise iv got alota tops and very lil' bottoms. tsk
okay my first priority now's still that 169bucks ____
i needa start workg again!

12:07 AM

sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy!
i ponned trng today just t sleep and recharge,
so i slept from say about 11.30am-6.40pm?
thanks t d tonn'g la.
but the chalet these 2 days rocks like !
botin was a real pigggg, HAHAHA
then grace and sm slept at 4+am after some mahjong tgt.
steph and i played cont'd nba t d early hrs of d morning.
thank gawd x-box was there for us.
it's a pity we didnt go night riding cus they wer worn out by d ton lastlast night, tsk
so fun t visit cheers & macs t snack and slack in d midnight
hohoho
class bbq was gooooooood, esp d satays, thanks t d satay man ;D
shant elaborate on d series of events, before d reader and d author, yours truly starts snoring
so buhbye
and buhbye bz, seeya aft a month, tc!
:(

5:26 AM

its really wierd how i'm able t help others at love but myself.
i got tons of ulcers, & they're pissing me off
so fuck it everything's going so wrong. please be with me now.
very random.
cancelled tuition again. no more till d start of next yr
dang. im off.


sometimes, a dreamer is a loser;
but sometimes, a loser wins.
sometimes, reality isnt what it seems.

4:43 AM

today i wna blog about botin!
hahahaha
such an interestg and unforgettable person cus.. she's HUGE?
for your info she's a 1.7m+ irritating and retarded MONSTER!!
with a really cute dog. okay thats random.
nah la cus i bought 4 natas and some pearls from her for a buck, cool? totally.
aft trng went w them t eat, and then t imee's house t pool
my god i couldnt stop laughing at d freaking pool table cus botin's actions were ridiculously funny, lol
you see 6 pacs forming? i see it o.O
words cant describe actions and you wont know till you see it for yourself.
here are some tips from botin t hitting the ball accurately?
1) place your hand firmly on the table and put the cue stick on d back of your palms.
2) dont even bother planning t hit d balls in continuously cus you should have this thinkg, ''that will be later'', so just aim for one will do.
3)also, dont even bother trying t aim for d ball t go in cus you should also hav this thinkg, ''the ball will find its way to d hole''
thats all,
buhbye


maybe you'd want me t care less? shrugs-

4:31 AM

wished you had'nt changed,
how i wished you had been who you were d day we first met.


ohhhhh trng tmr.
& i dread physicals zz

8:28 PM

clara's hair dye process!
hahaha
i swear everyone who dyed hair had t have some ugly hairstyle
lol
nothin much today, training and i fell twice on my knees
wtf?!
xD
see, i told you i weighed a gazillion pounds on court.
our team bonds quite alot now, so its super cool.
read'g sara's post kinda enjoyable cus see'g her so pissed is damn funny
here's a lil' somethg from one of her posts.
'' aiyah. i very pek cek lah!!!!! kaninabeh chaocheebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ''
HAHAHA
buhbye.

4:03 AM

had a friendly today, against jurong.
we won, but didnt really play well, so zz
went denise's house t dye hair again.
lol cus d other time at wenjia's wasnt that productive
and of cus i didnt dye my whole head or i'll look like some rambutan
made jellies, playd pictionary which made HUGE look lik a joke cus she couldnt act out d word
hahahaha
i'll spare d details.
all in all, d 9 of us had fun today
:)

4:35 AM

something from d heart,
t you.



so here we stand,
with a million stars between us.
d bridge's broken, gone beyond redemption.
as others settled in your life, those days disappeared,
i've become so insignificant.
we were almost there, but the twilight has a different colour now.
d abundance of kindness only keeps a distance between us,
d coldy ignored heart wanders in d midst
i want those beautiful days t appear in our lives agn
just give me half d chance, i'll make it better than before,
better than beautiful.
i'd go on my knees, scream my lungs out just t get t you
cus' youre all i wanted; all i needed
lookin' back at all d things i've done,
i was just tryg t be someone,
someone who cared.
i didnt mean t fall in love with you
i didnt mean t drag it on though voices keep tellg me t move along
i didnt mean t.
i've been addicted t you, cant you see?
dont put out d ardent flame you lit burning in me, will you?
i may not say it quite as much as i shd,
but when i say i love you darling that means for good.
so take my hand & hold on tight,
and we'll get there, i swear.
in d world, if anythg shd happen t you,
baby you know i'd be there
for i had never left, even when we're worlds apart
surely i wouldnt let anythg come in between,
anythg except love.
let's not quit somethg we've nv even tried.
here's one thg that's true, is everythg i do,
i do for you, my only one.


7:02 AM

did i let it slip past unknowingly?
well maybe i did.
:(


argh feel so screwed inside. zz

12:13 AM

imma kick start this post with a lil' some'n some'n from yo momma aight
muahaha

yo momma's so dumb, that when she was stuck in a grocery store, she starved to death!

next,

yo momma's so fat, that when she jumped into the sea, the whales started to sing '' we are family''!

here's d last one,

yo momma's so nasty, they'd even eat her on fear factor !

okay done.
this trashtalk show's on mtv go catch it
andrea came over again !
hahaha aww i know that you know that i know that you know that i know that you love my room !
hur.
yawnsss iv got trng tmrrrrrrrr
i tried cooking my own spaghetti for lunch today.
guess what, i added too much chilli and forced myself t eat it so as t ''test my endurance'' and when i finishd it, my stomach ached.
gawd.
if i ever offer t cook for you next time, dont doubt my cook skills okay!
lolol


there's something bout the way you look tonight,
there's something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you.
there's something bout the way your lips invite, maybe its the way that i get nervous when you're around.
and I want you to be mine and if u need a reason why,
it's in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me, the way that I want you tonight,
it's in the way that you hold me, and the way that you know me, when I can't find the right words to say,
You feel it in the way
there's something bout how you stay on my mind,
there's something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep
maybe its the look you get in your eyes.
Oh baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile.
And the reasons they may change but what i'm feeling stays the same.
I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you baby
its in the way that i want you tonight-

4:57 AM

happy birthday pl !
:D
cheerup aight, pains t see you like that.



fishball's coming over tmr !
and i read your post, dont be so thick skin la i know you love me mor than i do
hahahaha ;)
till then.



and everytime i see you agn,
it never stops.

9:57 AM

bummers. came home kinda late last midnight and got stuck outside d house for 10mins or so.
hahaha
anyw the thought of taking mrt rides just turns me off now.
here, i'll tell you why.
1st went t outram and back agn.
then when i ws playing com back home, a phone call came.
rushed down and mrt'd lrt'd all d way to CHUA CHU KANG !
faints.
then we walked, along d lrt rail one stop to another, only to find that we wer walking in d wrong direction.
lolol, thats how retarded we wer in chua chu kang -.-
sighs most singaporeans aint kind :(
me and jo got turned down say, 193/200 times
cy and wh, say 194/200 times
tsk.
and there's this kaobei fatso, i think he's gap's too big it cant shut or something.
mofo.
ohhh fishball's coming over now so i'll go get rdy
cya'll in awhile
muahaha -.-

5:52 PM

soooooo, we won.
but d game was SLACK !
played full of 1st quart. abit of 2nd, cus i died. quite abit of 3rd. and half of 4th. see, my stupid stamina could'nt take me though d whole game.
did a few fast breaks, and i had no strength for defence already.
shit, lol
omg, my stamina !! i dont wna talk about it.
hahahaha
but could'v done better if i had mor STAMINA. zz
gotta train again, shooooooooots.
i had this really wierd layup or whatevr it was. kc said it was lik a dunk only that it didnt end up a dunk hahahaha
laughsss why cant i dunk :(
i hope t do it agn but it was so anyhow, i dont know how ! tsktsk
we had 7 players today. so gotta add a few other sec1 playas, and yea, they did a pretty good job tooooo. what can you expect right, mvp zoe on our side ! MUAHAHA
xD
and julian has been really sweet ! hahaha 1st he wished luck, then aft game he was lik good game. hey you ref'd well too luhh !
and i think jollene deserves t be called a star more la !
muahaha im too slack.
JOLLENE THE STAR!
thats all for d match.
im too lazy t blog on either.
so byebye.
:)

3:36 AM