Monday, April 30, 2007
i'll update after the exams or so.once i get on the comp, it never stops.2am, im dead tired.i really should study hard for noww ughh motivate me please.laters.why won't you let me know.and it starts all over again..
10:24 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
Wins, losses, the tears and fears.They were all part and parcel of what our team went through together.At the start, most would loathe training, having t train with people of different cliques was an utter nightmare for some. We came from different backgrounds, but worked towards the common goal.Time passed, we gotta know each other better.A simple bond built.Who would'v guessed in a few months time, a strong bond had already been established.Laughters, smiles on each other faces was what I looked forward t seeing most on each training.Before we would start on our what seemed long warm up rounds, we'd whine and shan would be the first t bargain and start complimenting js, just for that moment. remember? ha. Steph was the one who msged us everytime t inform about almost everything, responsible!Anyway, it wasn't just any senior-junior thing anymore, with no age barriers, we looked and felt more like a team.But of course, there'd be some incidents that went downhill for us. The matches we played among ourselves would occasionally stir up emotions, eventually leading t small conflicts amongst each other. Still, we learnt t bare with each other's short temperedness and all's good again.Zonals champ was just a bonus. Nationals, I'm sure all of us could see the increased amount of effort put in as compared t those zonal matches. And yes, we did improve as a whole. For those who played, t see them fight on court, fight like they never did before, was rather heartwarming, yet heartwrenching t see them fall, and struggle t get back on their feets just t get possesion back. Those who didn't, didn't just simple sit back and watch. They cheered on, pumped support into players and helped t make sure they always had water and towels after timeouts. Now, isn't that a contribution too?With every loss came a new determination t win. Only after the lost games would we be spurred on t fighting hard for the next. Everyone's fighting spirit, how they'd dive t grab the ball, knock into things after being pushed, commendable. Bruises seen after each games, they were evidences.Noone ever thought we'd make it this far, that we'd be eliminated very soon. Even some of us thought so too. Although we lost it in the end, we only did so by small margins. So close t reaching our target, so close t proving others wrong, too close t winning. Count ourselves unlucky, we just had'a extend our dunearn lead by one miserable pt. That point could actually make sucha big difference.Honestly speaking, even though we didn't make it t the top4, it was alright for me. The team really did put in effort t try, at least we tried t win. The thought of having the team as a whole, that was really all I needed.My teammates. Ya'll were there for me when I was down, reproaching myself for the mistakes I made. Ya'll lent me a listening ear, give useful comments made me feel better. I remember always whining t shan, jo, adel after the games, they'd listen, sometimes tell me areas for improvement. Denise and Yantze, encouraging me whenever I played. Ya'll cared when I was weak and out, when injures screwed me up. Asked if I was fine, helped me carry stuffs. Like my muscular Grace! ha! and Adeline would nag at me. Clara did it in a crazy way, Vanessa did it in another. Botin? nawww, least caring =D hahahaha. Whatever it was, you people cared, ya'll made me feel that I belonged in this team, made me realise how much I should treasure all of this. Being able t play on the same team, it was all cool.Thanks for the bittersweet memories worth reminicing, the shit and all we went though together, was all worthwhile.One'a the best teams I've ever had since I balled.My life would'a sucked without ya'll.
4:59 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
B'div has officially come t an end, top 8. Just 1 point shy of making it t top 4.
I believe we didn't make it cus' we didn't want it as bad as the others, neither did we train as hard. Ha it's over anyway.
Grace and I talked about some issues in class today. It's like both of us feel the same, that winning or losing didn't really matter because what really mattered was our team spirit, it has been brought t a higher level.
I feel like some useless thing having t sit on the bench, watching teammates struggle so much on court, yet unable t move a muscle t help them and what not. Not exactly all my muscles, just the right knee. Yes, and my ligament's completely torn, wonderful.
Whatever, thanks knee.
At the very least, we still have each other's backs.Well, t be honest, maybe some.Despite all that we'v been through, the countless setbacks, the squibbles and conflicts, unknowingly, they all brought us closer together.Thanks, I really gotta thank ya'll for the memories.What i witnessed today was a 4 year friendship on the verge of fallin' out.Oh come on.
4:24 AM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
I'll be admitted t hospital for 8hrs tomorrow, great.Here t wish the team luck, cus' I won't be there t support ya'll for the match against nanyang.It sucks, but I've got no choice.Hopefully we'll get the win, secure our trip t taiwan, yes team? :DPlay well tomorrow all!Ugh, 'm still irritated by the fact that I just had'a bail out when it's already my last season.Damn I miss playing with the team.
3:31 AM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
some bites,
our pics all taken durin geog lessons, goes t show its damnnnnnn boring.andrea didnt come today :(get well soon girl!
this's our class's quadrapop craze! be it during lessons, recess, after school, you'll see us playing it. hahaha taken from zhiying's blog :)
someone i can turn t, ha.
i feel so loved, hahaha.
which is a really cool thing.
aww my friends are my strength.
cheesyyyyyy.
still, thanks all!
3 matches next week.
jurong, nanyang, dunearn.
we'll be able t make it through top8 if we do perform.
we wna make it t the top 4, but so does everyone.
the strong survives. goodluck all.
i wna ball like nowwwwwwwwww
god, heal me. pretty please?
Monday, April 02, 2007
16!thank everyone who wished me.and everyone who cared.loves :Dseason's over for me.just when things were goin back on track after unity's game.guess i'll be on crutches?worse thing's i cant ball for 2 -3 monthszz didnt expect things t be that serious..still, i hope the team fights on.wed against nan chiau.'ll be on the sidelines rootin for ya'll,play well team.out.
9:32 PM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
:D
slackers!
my one and only know. hahaha :)
upload the others some other time!
i wna thank everyone who came, ya'll made it all worth while.
my birthday's comin and i cant waitttttttt.
3rd april 3rd april 3rd april's cominnnnnn'
finally, i'll be able t join steph in watchin nc16 movies, officially.
till then,
bye.
because you made someone/many unhappy,
i wna whoooop your ass real bad.
our pics all taken durin geog lessons, goes t show its damnnnnnn boring.
this's our class's quadrapop craze! be it during lessons, recess, after school, you'll see us playing it. hahaha taken from zhiying's blog :)
someone i can turn t, ha. 
:D
my one and only know. hahaha :)