Monday, November 27, 2006
wahoooooo im here t rant about how lousy the game agnst scgs was today
we won though, but im least happy w my performace, or rather, not at all.
i was lik a fucking noob on court, running aimlessly blahblah
and suddenly i was lik afraid of my opponents.
afraid t defend them, afraid t charge up.
and im sorry js had'a shout from d bench, zz
like wtf? after ballg so many yrs i'd actually feel this way?!
i feel so fucking inferior, i dont know howt put it in words.
wassup w being short and slow and whatever fuckshit
i cant play offense, cant do defence.
maybe it's just my mentality
maybe i can just cheer from d bench, its easier and i wont cause any turnovers & d team's defence wld be tighter.
i aint fit t be a main player whatever.
just too many good schs next yr,
raffles, nanyang, scgs, anderson, jurong, bedok north and some unknown schs that'll just appear outta d blue
sometimes i hate myself for not playg well, it just affects me alright.
sometimes i hate myself for not being able t do anythg about this dist. that maims my life. thank jnrs for their company at least they'r funny and retarded, smiles-
you must be kinda happy t see me in this state.
6:50 AM
