Thursday, February 22, 2007
everything's like fcuked. well, almost everything.no luck no luck no luck.i havnt been playin well for all the recent matches, and it sucks totally.it's like really dumb t not be able t force youself t defend properly and passing the ball straight into opponent's hands when you alr know that would definately be a turnover.i cant cant control the nervousness inside, it just takes over completely and i find myself missing passes, dribbling cautiously whatever. i gotta overcome this shit, shit!i dont quite know what happened t some of our teammates but whatever it was, blowin your top off at the other doesnt make the situation any better. not as if everyone's the same standard as you, you see. so please take that into consideration.t make matters worse, my mom just had'a take a week's leave and stick her nose into my every lil' business. so when i was lik nappin, she just came in and fired at me. guess that's whatcha call menopause huh.and as for us, i dont know what's gna happen but things aint lookin good afterall. the worst thing's, there's lil i can do t make you chg your mind. i always hoped you'd be the one there for me..ohh i need my pl! :(
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